Hey long time since my last post. I"m sure by now you all know that the Bears lost the superbowl. But you also know that the Bears made it to the superbowl!! so there. I'm not good at writing like my wife is so I'm sure this will be a mess. I wish sometimes I would have paid more attention in Eglish class . then I did in math and science. My wife has taught me more about spelling and grammer then all twelve years of school that I had. I'm in a wierd mood tonight not happy not sad just kinda blah.... I have been thinking too much lately about everything. I am pretty stressed about a few things. Finances:work: life : an upcoming mri has my thoughts alot lately I have been putting it off now for over a year. I should post everything I want to get done in my life and around here and as I get them done I could like number them and then subtract a number as I finish them??? My wife has the busiest schedule I feel for her all time she works days and nights she has school in the morning and at night Plus Me and the horses and all her homework. She is amazing that she can do all that and still function she is awesome. We missed church last weekend. We both had to work and it is so hard to leave church for work. We have such a great time there. Well I finally did it I deleted Bill off of my Cell phone tonight on the way home. It was hard I never thought I would but a week or so ago I was very stressed and I picked up my phone and called Bill of course he did not answer he could not I just wanted to leave him a voicemail if that makes any sense. Well the next day My phone Rings...... Bill calling. mmmmm I look at it a while and hesitate before answering... helllloooo I say. and the voice on the other end says Hi I'm sorry I missed your call last night... I say I"m sorry I was calling Bill. He says oh I'm sorry Bill is Dead and I have his number now. He was very polite and said sorry. I just told him I missed Bill and was going to leave him a message. I apologized and we hung up. Oh we have a mare getting very close to foaling and we will have a webcam on the net to monitor her Exciting huh!!!!! I think so. anyway I better get to bed now since I am no longer wide awake and will be able to fall asleep and not keep my wonderful wife awake while I fidget and toss and turn. Good night and God bless to all. | 
)) To get here maybe Sunday I hear .